Lyrics

I’ve never been that good at making friends
Always been more of the outside man
Never looking out, always gazing in
Always trying to be so Cooler Than

& I won’t ever be a better man
& I want nothing but to start again

The girls I see only come to me
In dreams so sweet, so mean
They fuck my mind ‘till I’m not seeing straight
Those dreams, they mean the world to me

& I won’t ever be a better man
& I want nothing but to start again

Pulling my hair won’t put me in a better way
Keeping my lip buttoned down keeps me so far away
Don’t it feel like make believe some days?
Don’t this feel like make believe today?

Tonight, I think I’m coming down off the roof
But I haven’t quite determined the speed
I’m miles away from where I want to be
But maybe this’ll be the day I’ll be what I need to be

But I won’t ever be a better man
& I want nothing but to start again